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Untitled 1
Lying in my bed alone
Wondering who it is you hold
Is she everything you wanted?
Giving all I couldnt give?
I feel I can't go on without you
Without your love, how can I live?
Does my face ever cross your mind?
Do you see me in your dreams?
Can you almost feel my arms around you
And wonder what it means?
Do you know how much it hurts to hear
You say you'll be mine forever
And then you leave without a trace
I feel like someone stole my treasure
I can't think why you would lie to me
About how much you cared, how much you felt
And when you thought you'd had your share
How cruel my hands were dealt
So now, in tears, I wait for you
On this starless, chilly night
But deep down I know you'll never come
I hope to god I'll be alright
Im dying
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Untitled 3
You told me it would last forever
'Twas this lie that I despised
But reminiscing our time together
Forever was in your eyes
The look on your face when you told me you loved me
Your smile I'll painfully miss
Never again is the touch of your hand
But forever was in your kiss
The look in your eyes when you said
You would die without my love
Your embrace was so warm when you held me in bed
Forever was in your hug
The pain in my heart when you told me
Your heart belonged in another life
Though I'd give my soul for one more kiss
Forever was in your goodbye
Now I live my life without you by my side
Never again will your voice my ears hear
When you left a part of me died
Forever is in my tears
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Untitled 2
I hate the fact that you don't care
And you don't hurt the way I do
But though I never cross your mind
I wouldn't wish this pain on you
My tears, they fall so endlessly
I can't even feel my heart
I guess that's because I gave it to you
You know you had it from the start
But there's no way you could care less
Just another trophy on your shelf
I oh so envy the life you live
Only caring for yourself
How could you pretend the look in your eyes
When you said you were mine forever
I really meant it when I said
I want to spend our lives together
It would have been so easy
To love you 'till the end of time
But now it will be all to painfull
This promise, I must keep mine
Now I'm doomed to wait for someone
Who will never return to my arms
How does it feel to know
You killed me inside with ur charms?
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Untitled 4
As I wake to the sunlight
Each and every day
I dread the coming of the night
And hate when the sunshine goes away
Because lifetime leaves me with my thoughts
And they all consist of you
Our memories are slowly fading
And I dont know what to do
I urge the tears and try to cry
And remember features of your face
I feel as though my heart has died
Because you left without a trace
Now all I have to hold is myself
I dread meeting someone new
I know I cant take being hurt
By someone I loved as much as you
Now I'm doomed to be alone
'Till I forget you were ever there
When the memory of the pain is gone
I'll forget what there was and where
Letter...........
These are for you, you know who you are shithead
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Untitled 7 (not finished)
Even though we were forever ago
For me the memory remains
Even though my love has grown
Your hatred hasnt changed
Even though you asked for my heart
You threw it all away
Even though you brought me pain
I wish for you every day
Even though I cry these tears
You are gone with someone else
Even though you denied all my fears
Your heart was sitting on a shelf
Even though you told me forever
We only lasted a month
Even though I fell in love
You only had a crush
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